Just a day after I published Um, Where’s my Miracle? (Part 2): The Overflow I was invited to interview for a job as a cleaner of a local Kindergarten and I began that job less than a week later. It is the perfect wee money-earner for my current circumstances: it doesn’t require a high-level of the German language, the working hours are flexible, and it is a short 20 minute walk from my apartment.
But I have not been allowed to work since the end of September. After only six weeks, a paperwork hiccough caused my boss to hit ‘pause’ on my employment and I have been income-less ever since.
It felt like a terrible inconvenience after such a long job search; to have finally found something so suitable only to then have the rug pulled from beneath my feet.
Due to a previous misunderstanding, my boss confronted me at the end of September and rejected the health insurance that I had held (for foreigners) and required me to switch to mainstream German Health Insurance.
Though I believed I had in place the paperwork that was required, I was irritated with myself for not having foreseen this complication and done something about it sooner. It was a switch I had always intended on making, but this inconvenience had brought it swiftly up my list of priorities.
I worked as quickly as I could to try to gather together everything I needed to put the new insurance in place so I could get back to work as soon as possible. In the UK, insurance can be purchased quickly online or over the phone so the anticipated timescale in my head was a couple of days at most. Oh, how wrong I was…
I spent hours on the phone to various insurance companies trying desperately, in broken German, to explain my situation and seeking a solution. Yet every company said the same thing: I did not earn enough to qualify for their insurance. I was stuck in a frustrating, endless cycle; I needed insurance to work, but I could not get insurance because of my work!
Having finally found a company who would insure me, the paperwork proved long, complicated, and full of the longest German words I have encountered thus far. The evidence required was difficult to compile as it involved having to identify the relevant UK-counterparts.
The process raised hurdle after hurdle after hurdle and proved incredibly challenging to transition into as a non-German citizen. As part of the application, I had to apply to HMRC for relevant certificates and I was informed that it would take 8 weeks for my request to be processed.
That meant 8 weeks before I could even apply for the new health insurance.
And to top it all off, the precious income that I was now earning would be halved in future due to the hefty insurance fees.
For the first time since arriving in Germany, I felt utterly defeated. I recall walking home from school one day imagining that my only option might be to return to the UK for a few months until the issue was resolved.
But God had never left my side.
King Nebuchadnezzar ruled Babylon around 600B.C. He did not know God, and had no love or care for God’s people. He besieged Jerusalem, stealing many items from the temple, and taking many of Israel’s young men to serve in his palace.
Among these wise and skilled men were Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego.
Nebuchadnezzar was a proud and selfish man. He had no compassion or patience for those who did not heed his every will. He, then, had constructed a ninety-foot-high gold statue and commanded that everyone in his kingdom bow down and worship the statue when the horn would sound. Those who did not comply would be thrown into a furnace of fire.
Shadrach, Mesach, and Abednego were Jews and God-fearing men. They only recognised and worshipped the one true God, so when the horn sounded, they did not fall down and worship the gold idol. On seeing this, the king’s men reported their disobedience to the royal command and they were called to stand before the king.
“Is it true,” the king asked, “that you do not serve my gods or worship the gold idol I have set up? If you are ready to fall down and worship the gold idol, then great, we have no further business here. But if you do not worship my statue, then you will be tossed immediately into the blazing furnace. Who is there that could rescue you from my hands?”
But the men answered him with boldness and confidence; “Our God whom we serve is able to rescue us from the furnace of blazing fire, and He will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if He does not, let it be known to you, O king, that we are not going to serve your gods or worship the golden image that you have set up!”
But even if He does not.
These men knew their God and knew what He was capable of. Yet they also acknowledged His divine and unrivalled sovereignty in the situation: “but even if He does not…”
They knew God could save them, but they were also willing to risk that He may choose not to, and still not bow before any god but the great I AM.
We may not be required to bow before a gold statue to avoid the fire, but what about the idol of comfort, or convenience, or acceptance, or popularity? Do these idols get in the way of our 100% devotion to God? Would we rather compromise than be thrown in the fire?
On hearing the men’s response, the king was furious and ordered that the three be tied up tightly and thrown into the furnace. The flames were so hot that the heat killed the soldiers who had handled the three men of God.
“Did we not throw three men into the fire?” the king enquired, peering into the flames, “I see four men, untied, and walking around! And the fourth looks like a son of the gods!”
The three Jews were called out of the furnace and stood before the king completely unharmed. Not a single hair on their heads was singed.
“Blessed be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, who has sent His angel and rescued His servants who believed in, trusted in, and relied on Him! They violated the king’s command and surrendered their bodies rather than serve or worship any god except their own God… there is no other god who is able to save in this way!” (Daniel 3:28-29)
There is no other God who is able to save in this way. Do we truly believe that? With every challenge I face, and every miracle I witness, I am beginning to accept it without dispute.
With so many obstacles to overcome, I feared that I would lose my job if I told my boss that it would take so long to acquire the insurance. Yet, incredibly, she promised to keep it for me, and conveniently found someone to cover my absence in the meantime.
I received the paperwork from HMRC after just 3 weeks, not eight, and was able to submit my application much sooner than I had anticipated.
Having accepted my application for insurance, the company sent me a bill for over €1200, having backdated the insurance to the day I landed in the country. I challenged this with proof of my previous insurance, and they have since reviewed the charges.
I am still in the midst of sending paperwork back and forth to the insurance company and, therefore, anticipate that I will not be able to return to work until January, however I believe the end is now in sight.
So that’s eight weeks and counting since I last received a pay-check. There have certainly been times that I have felt the heat. But it was never unbearable. It never singed me. And God has faithfully walked with me every step of the way. He has opened doors, shown me grace and favour, and provided for every single need.
Sometimes we may feel like we are doing everything right and obeying God every step of the way and yet still find ourselves facing the furnace. Do we take matters into our own hands to avoid the heat, or do we remain faithful to the One who never fails us? God does not always save us from the flames, but we can be reassured that He is always present with us in the flames. When we trust Him to see us through, we can exit the furnace unharmed and whole.
A few verses later, king Nebuchadnezzar, having witnessed God’s wonders for himself, declares to his people, “It has seemed good to me to declare the signs and wonders which the Most High God has done for me.” (Daniel 4:2)
The king, once a pagan with no knowledge or interest in the God of the Jews, had now experienced Him for himself. He had seen the miraculous and there could only be one explanation: God. He could not keep this revelation to himself, he just had to tell people about it! God’s fame spread through Nebuchadnezzar’s testimony.
How quick are we to share the signs and wonders that God has done for us? Our testimony is a powerful tool! Sometimes we hold back for fear of what people may think of us, or judge us for the situations we have found ourselves in before God intervened, but I believe if we humble ourselves and admit our failings, our weaknesses, our disappointments, our struggles, God uses our testimony to draw others unto Himself.
Our faith and perseverance through the fire declares to the world where our trust really lies. Are our eyes so focused on the flames that we miss the One who is standing next to us? Or do we believe that we have a God who can save us and do we trust Him enough to choose the best way to save us, even if we have to face the heat? He will always choose the way that points people to Himself.